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Untitled. Somebody name it. What breathe so soft, the light yet dim
Bids me seek reflection on words divined
Before this moment in time
To trace a glimmer of light, subtly remind
Those enchanting memories, so forgotten now
Old delusions beckon the flow
Of proverbial despair and darkest of throw
Only the scars now remind, distastefully detest
The bitter treatment bestowed, careful now lest
Becoming swallowed in the faint visions, so hollow and cold
What blissful peace ensues, with emerald eyes closed tight
Restrains the dread within, the fear or the fright
In solitude I seek the help of Love to bind
The turmoil amidst the boisterous storm
Which harmed the dUntitled. Somebody name it. by ~facade-amelia

Rescue Me The final break of dawn emerges
To ascend the heavenly skies
The light anew perplexes
These once forgotten tries

To remain standing on my own
Not balancing on one rung string
My cover's not the only thing to have blown
The shot rang out -or will ring-

Not now, my prison walls
Build to ephemeral heights
Lost feeling and heart appalls
These cold, barren nights

Amass the graves that died in vain
That died in vain for me
If I take that knife on table lain
Will it really set me free?

Or will it only cripple my fate
If I remain alive
Ridden to exterior pate
Lost, and fried, but safe

The simple pleasures once in stoRescue Me by ~facade-amelia

It fell again. Succinct sweet melodies
Flood my tired mind
Were in I a more jovial mood
My heart accepts less than kind
Would I rather brood and yell
Or throw something
Smash it hard
But no that wouldn't fix a thing
Only make me marred and struggle
Why not give up and accept
My fate, oh yes I should
But wearilly I renounce it would
Only leave me sore and bereft
Then the doctors would agree that
My mind has left me
And fall to a terrible fate
If I scream, what shatters
But the glass in the pane
Leaving me alone to swallow more
Than my sheer disdain

Sudden hope
The light so dim
Flickers free and importune
Who am I to mope
Reasonless It fell again. by ~facade-amelia

incessant thoughts The past sixty days have spelt both slaughter and defeat at the hand of the dreaded killer self-hate. The impeachment of my vanity has sufferably held at a standstill, and the voting of my mind is slowly turning to it's favor. The tongue -perchance due to my own feelings- has turned itself to the side of petulance, rendering my humble self destroyed. In it's place has become a torturous venom, which is striking through my very soul to suck out the humility and affability that dwelt therein. Where is the love, yet again where is the regret. My past has taught me to avoid being seen, for being seen can cause one to be noticed. And whether beingincessant thoughts by ~facade-amelia

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Aug 25, 2006, 9:39:25 AM by ~facade-amelia
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Wow I'm alive! Did anyone notice me gone? >.>. Wow it's been forever.

acman: I just finally was able to get a computer I can use this!

What's really funny though is the fact that I can't stand anything I've written in the past, this site's work included. Maybe I should add a few newer things. I haven't really written in a while, don't know if I should or not. Went on a half-dazed rampage of oddety for a while and figure now that I'm a bit past it I can do such without going a little bit loopy lu-lu.

Let's see... I guess I can add anything I want to on this site because nobody will ever look >.>. Time to pretend I'm a model! J/k xD. Y'all are so silly to get excited that quickly.

Anywho.. Yeah I guess alot has changed; Very much for the better mind you. And I'm presently deeply in love... So hoorah for that.

Toodles y'all. Hope no one missed me too badly *cough*.

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Current Residence: College
Interests: poetry -anything to do with writing-, hanging out with friends, reading, listening to music, etc...
Favourite movie: I... Dunno.
Favourite band or musician: Gnarls Barkley or AC/DC
Favourite genre of music: Indie/rock/classical/etc
Favourite poet or writer: Elizabeth Barrett Browning
Favourite photographer: Mr. Flanagan
Favourite game: Burnout 3 or Revenge
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
Personal Quote: "I dunno," because I say it all the time...
Tools of the Trade: Mascara, lip gloss, and blush. >.>

MSN: anonymoushope@hotmail.com

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~Obzkure Aug 25, 2006

Awesomez o.o

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~pandalemur Aug 4, 2005

Thank you for the +watch!

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